Wow, number 10 and my first one for 2010!
I am so extremely thankful for Tyler and the support that he is for me. I have random anxiety attacks about cleaning, organizing, even how a towel is folded (believe it or not). But, it seems like they are happening more often lately and I'm thinking that it must be pregnancy related. It's the time crunch that I'm under before this little girl arrives. Most pregnant women can't wait for the delivery, counting down the days. And, in a way I am. But, mostly I'm a little freaked out that I only have 4 months or less to get everything done! And I'm working which means I really only have half of that time at home. I have a craft room to put together and organize, a nursery to paint and decorate, a shed that needs to be cleaned out, a yard sale for cleaned out items, try to finish Annagrace's first year scrapbook . . . . I could go on and on.
When I revealed to Tyler the other day the anxiety I'm feeling from the time crunch he said: "What are you talking about. Look at what all we got done in a month before Annagrace was born. A tornado hit our house and you had everything repaired and ready when she got here."
Just what I needed to hear! I did do that, I am that strong and determined. I organized many different contractors and companies to have everything done in time. They were still installing our privacy fence while I was in the hospital. But, everything was done when we got home and that was my goal.
I'm sure I will still have many more attacks before she gets here, but with Tyler there I know that everything will be okay. He is my rock!
I am so extremely thankful for Tyler and the support that he is for me. I have random anxiety attacks about cleaning, organizing, even how a towel is folded (believe it or not). But, it seems like they are happening more often lately and I'm thinking that it must be pregnancy related. It's the time crunch that I'm under before this little girl arrives. Most pregnant women can't wait for the delivery, counting down the days. And, in a way I am. But, mostly I'm a little freaked out that I only have 4 months or less to get everything done! And I'm working which means I really only have half of that time at home. I have a craft room to put together and organize, a nursery to paint and decorate, a shed that needs to be cleaned out, a yard sale for cleaned out items, try to finish Annagrace's first year scrapbook . . . . I could go on and on.
When I revealed to Tyler the other day the anxiety I'm feeling from the time crunch he said: "What are you talking about. Look at what all we got done in a month before Annagrace was born. A tornado hit our house and you had everything repaired and ready when she got here."
Just what I needed to hear! I did do that, I am that strong and determined. I organized many different contractors and companies to have everything done in time. They were still installing our privacy fence while I was in the hospital. But, everything was done when we got home and that was my goal.
I'm sure I will still have many more attacks before she gets here, but with Tyler there I know that everything will be okay. He is my rock!
